Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Purple Ponies and Real Life

When I was about 2 years old, I decided I wanted to grow up to be a purple pony.  As I grew up and learned more about myself and the world, I discovered that I would not be able to transform into a different species and I would have to find something else.

From a young age, I knew this would mean getting a college degree, so I worked my way through school, always towards that goal.  A degree and then a job.  My senior year in high school, when deciding where to go to college, I decided I should also figure out what I wanted to do, and I settled on becoming a youth director, clearly then next best thing to a purple pony.

So then I went to Valpo, graduated and landed my dream job to start on September 1st after college graduation.  It was almost like going back to school, but instead of moving into a dorm and writing papers, I was suddenly living on my own in a new city, and charged with the faith development of a whole bunch of youth. 

The last year and a half has involved so many new adventures, moments of glory and life lessons.  Time has been going by so quickly that I have completely forgotten to slow down and smell the roses a little bit.  The fact is I have been living my future.  I have been living out what it is I set out to do, and I have loved every minute of it.  However, realizing that I am in my future now, leaves me with the haunting question of what's next.